I feel like I’m always just waiting for the “right moment.” Perpetually holding back for a better time to do what I should be doing. Now isn’t time. I’m not ready yet. My work isn’t ready yet. My talent isn’t ready yet. I’ll get better. I’ll be ready… someday.
At times I think I just need a hand to hold. And that’s terrible considering I want so badly to be able to stand out there on my own. Maybe I really need a hand to slap some reality into me. Give me some hard work to do. Challenge me. Push me. Teach me. I’ve graduated from college. I’ve gone through all the motions of a young adult. Well most of them anyway. Now I’m here and there’s no pressure. No challenges. Oh. That’s what’s missing. I need a challenge.
Comfort doesn’t really breed creativity does it?
Words of wisdom for the day:
“If you wait to do everything until you’re sure it’s right, you’ll probably never do much of anything.”
~Win Borden
